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hey
its been a while huh?
well, heres an update i guess
this halloween i actually managed to get through the day without a suicide on my mind. i went out trick or treating, had a good time with my girlfriend and my family, and even got the two friends i act like a dad to on call, so it was the closest we got to us all trick or treating.
it was only the night right before i thought of you, mainly because i thought "damn, its been a year since that happened.
and i dont feel one bit bad about it"
it was a bit emotional of me, sure. i was and still am just some dumb kid who wrote an angry wall of text about how mad i was. but honestly? i feel it was justified. ive been through this before, actual situations where people were on the verge of suicide.
you almost nailed that narrative, you almost had a completely believable case. what killed it wasnt that you rejected help, because people do feel like they dont deserve it. you blamed them instead. somehow, you couldnt gather the hint through your thick skull what was happening.
you were really so curious as to why they focused on each other so much, and got tunnel vision and believed it was you being ignored. it wasnt. nobody was being ignored. they have a thing going, jet. they still do.
surprisingly, taking advantage of peoples emotions, pulling on their heartstrings, and using them as objects for emotional outlets with little regard for them causes them to not like you. who wouldve guessed, right? its kinda ironic, cause now your old long abandoned ghost profile is being used for that same purpose.
i hope youre doing better, and i hope youre acting like an actual adult. i hope youve grown and learned, because everyone makes mistakes. some are just bigger than others.
have a good one, wherever you are
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